<b><font color=green>I don't think that is it at all,I know you say you love it and I want or will not say you don't ""My work is very much praised""

Dam man your burn'd out the way I read it but you want give into it,I see your problems above It all goes with building into a burn out.

Can I take a guess that when the phone rings you don't answer just listen to the mess'age........ or if you do you cann't get to it until so and so alot of times?....find yourself wanting to try something easier or maybe even wanting to get away from the chemicals?...do you find yourself feeling guilty on the ones""My work is very much praised and I do have regular customers that love me"' if you quit?......I've used the excuse above even sold one rig gave away 95% of the bussiness,still working for some of the (My work is very much praised) but finding it harder each and everyday to get back in the pat pat pat pat on the back thing.I love it also but see no end to my wanting to get out of it.....I try to surpise myself by taking on a new one everyonce in awhile,like this morn'ing,the guy pat pat pat it help some but by the time I got home that pat pat seemed to not matter even tho they shined and his money in my pocket .........if this is not the way you feel I read between the lines wrong.</b></f>